A Scapegoat

No one likes to be made a scapegoat.
To be blamed when you have tried to do good, then someone turned it around for bad.

When you go out of your way, a long way out of your way...
Even give professional help, so that they get one to one of your time..
No pay, run into the ground, then you are told, You Enjoyed It!
You want to do it?

It makes you feel so lonely.
You can't talk about it to anyone, because then you will sound like a complainer.
Your heart feels dry from the unshed tears.
All you can do with the hurt, is take it to the lover of your soul...
Jesus,
and cry out to Him.

Psalm 139:23-24 

"Search me, O God, and know my heart; 

Try me, and know my anxieties; 

And see if there is any wicked way in me, 

And lead me in the way everlasting."

I have come to a time when I don't want to reach out and help.

I feel it safer to do nothing.

Instead of offering physical assistance, even if asked,

My reply will be,  "I will pray for you."

Perhaps I tried too hard?

Perhaps I have given what was not wanted?

Prayer, is always the best help in everyway.

“For with God, nothing will be impossible.” (Luke 1:37)

But He said, 

“The things which are impossible with men are possible with God.” 

(Luke 18:27).

To love unconditionally, is to let go and let God.